Showing posts with label Disappointment. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Disappointment. Show all posts

Friday, December 12, 2014

Harapan

Kau tahu
Perasaan bila seseorang muncul dan memberi kau harapan
Namun tiba-tiba harapan itu lenyap?

Syukur
Aku pernah rasa yang lebih teruk dari ini
Lalu aku mampu kawal hati
Mampu kawal minda
Supaya tak patah semangat
Tersungkur, lelah tak mampu bangun.

Bahaya.

Terima kasih untuk harapan yang singkat itu.
Paling paling aku tahu hati ini masih berfungsi.

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Serabut.



Serabut.
Tajuk dah macam novel fixi.
Kebelakangan ni hati bagai dirobek-robek,
Semangat kental bagai disedut habis,
Lesap entah ke mana.

Terumbang ambing
Mencari arah mana yang patut aku tuju.
Jalan yang dipilih 
Seakan tidak mampu aku capai penamatnya.

Lucu.

Pengkritik bersembunyi di sebalik nama pendidik.
Bagai ketam mengajar anaknya berjalan lurus.
Apa yang kau inginkan?
Hanya mampu berkias
Berpura konon kau punya hati suci.
Mendodoi kami dengan kata-kata simpati,
Yang sebenarnya jerat.
Gunting dalam lipatan.

Tak mengapa.
Mengadili itu kerja Allah, bukan kau.

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

Titanium

[Sia:]
You shout it out,
But I can't hear a word you say
I'm talking loud not saying much
I'm criticized but all your bullets ricochet
You shoot me down, but I get up


[Chorus:]
I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium


[Sia:]
Cut me down
But it's you who'll have further to fall
Ghost town and haunted love
Raise your voice, sticks and stones may break my bones
I'm talking loud not saying much


[Chorus:]
I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
I am titanium
I am titanium


[Sia:]
Stone-hard, machine gun
Firing at the ones who run
Stone-hard as bulletproof glass


[Chorus:]
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
I am titanium


Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Misunderstanding a.k.a Salah Faham

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Misunderstanding.
Perkara yang selalu berkaitan dengan salah sangka.
Lagi-lagi bila mulut gatal taknak bertanya.

Teringat pengalaman aku dulu.
Masa tengah frust sokmo dan sedang membenci sorang minah ni (masa tu),
aku luahkan dekat dalam blog ni,
alih-alih orang lain pulak terasa. Heh.
Tak pasal-pasal orang lain terasa,
tapi mungkin salah aku jugak,
sebab masa tu pon alu tengah tak ok dengan orang yang terasa tu.

Seiring dengan kemajuan kita hari ni,
masalah ni pon ikut sama memajukan dirinya, eh,
dari Facebook ke Twitter,
pastu ke Blogger pulak.
Maka dapatlah kita lihat banyak manusia zaman sekarang ni kuat sentap.
Selain kuat sentap, turut kuat membalas balik jugak.
Tak paham aku, kenapa nak sentap sangat?
Macamlah anda sorang je manusia dekat dunia ni,
Manalah tahu si Polan bercakap tentang kawan dia yang masa sekolah dulu ke,
Musuh dia kat luar negara ke..
Come on lah, kalau dah salah tu takyahlah nak beritahu satu dunia maya lah kan?
HAHA

Kalau masalah salah paham je takpe,
ni sampai jadi bergaduh macam orang tak cukup akal je,
kan lebih baik berdiam diri, daripada memaki,
Api dengan Api, makin maraklah jadinya. Tak gitu?


Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Listen. Listen. Listen. Part 1




Sekarang tengah panas pasal isu Sharifah Zohra versus Bavani.

Still, aku kena replay video banyak kali and buat kajian sikit, yelah, nak tengok betul ke fakta-fakta yang dikemukakan, sebab aku bukan orang yang rajin ambil tahu pasal dunia luar. hikhik.

Tapi, aku rasa konfius jugak, kenapa tiba-tiba keluar isu animal rights, pastu terus kait ke human rights pulak? Hmm, musykil2.

Kalau korang belum tengok dan nak tahu kebenda lah yang aku dok bebel kat atas, bolehlah menonton video di atas.

aku pon nak sambung tengok balik. Tak boleh judgemental, dan kita perlu ada pendapat sendiri tanpa campur tangan pihak ke-3, baru boleh bincang betul ke tak.

p/s: aku rasa kecewa dengan pelajar-pelajar UUM lain yang dok sibuk tepuk tangan. Ntah tahu ke tidak apa yang dok dibincangkan.

Sunday, November 18, 2012

# Sentap

Hari ni merupakan hari sentap bagi aku.
Mungkin sebab aku emosional hari ni, tu yang rasa sentap aje.

Pertama, aku sentap sebab aku kena balik awal ke UPM.
Sebab apa? Sebab benda yang aku tak suka buat.

Kedua, masa aku turun bas dekat hentian serdang,
aku nak ambil beg baju aku dekat tempat letak barang dekat bawah.
Manalah aku ingat aku letak dekat mana, lepas tu aku bukak lah satu benda macam kunci,
tunggu pakcik bas tu lambat sangat.
Bila tengok aku tak blah blah baru nak turun tolong.
Tapiiiiii, dia pergi jerit dekat aku, suruh tutup balik benda macam kunci tu.
Eh! Pekedehal pakcik weh! Ingat aku budak-budak ke nak tengking-tengking macam tu.

Tapi aku masa tu senyum je.
Nampak tak betapa sopannya aku?
Ciskek.

Tiga, aku bengang dekat seseorang ni.


p/s: I won't do that. Again.

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

K-Pop Storm was cancelled?

Assalamualaikum and Hye Guys! ^^

Actually, 6th November 2012 was a special date for me, before I got the news (read the title).
So, on 6th Nov, SHINee was supposed to come to Malaysia for the event, K-Pop Storm, with fews of K-Pop bands like Dalshabet, Teen Top, U-Kiss and etc (look the poster below).


Since this is the first time for SHINee to perform in Malaysia, I was REALLY REALLY excited to go. However, I don't have enough money to buy the ticket since it costs RM588! Its nearing to the end of semester and you know....(I almost finished up my money for this sem T^T) And then I was like, "hmm, never mind, I'll just wait for the time they come to Malaysia for the fan meeting or bla bla bla..".
But then I accidentally open this website and found out they prepared a fan zone for Malaysian Shawols and the lightstick is awesome! O_O Omoo! I wish I can go (T^T) I really wanna be part of the pearl aqua wave. wuwuwuwu. And more, Malaysian Shawols had already prepared a special presents for SHINee members, sets of Baju Melayu! (Onew's is Green colour!) ahhhhh~ but still I can't go.........


Then, my other roommates, Kak Fuzah told me the news, that the event had been cancelled. After searching for a while, here it is. The confirmation . So, just read it yourself lah eh? hehe.

11/04/12:
This is a strict warning from WBS Broadcasting.

WBS Broadcasting notified Happy Entertainment Inc., who is the organizer of the 'K-Pop Storm In Malaysia' event, of the contract termination due to their breach of contract as of Nov 1.

On Nov 2, WBS Broadcasting already announced the cancellation of the 'K-Pop Storm In Malaysia' event on WBS Broadcasting website since we gave prior notice to Happy Entertainment Inc.

However, in other media including Facebook (http://www.facebook.com/KPopStorm) and Twitter(@kpopstorm21), it has been identified that the event is still in preparation and is going to be held. Happy Entertainment Inc. should put it right and correct all promotional materials associated with WBS Broadcasting and should make an announcement of an apology for this.

WBS Broadcasting will claim indemnification for damage and liability about the breach of contract of the 'K-Pop Storm In Malaysia' event and inform Happy Entertainment Inc. of that WBS Broadcasting is not associated with the 'K-Pop Storm In Malaysia' event.
11/05/12 at 2:33 PM KST:
Due to internal disagreement between Korean Organizer Happy Entertainment and Korean Radio Station WBS89.7, the latter party has decided to pullout from “WBS Concert: K-Pop Storm Live in Malaysia 2012”. The Korean Organizer Happy Entertainment decided to postpone the concert ‘K-Pop Storm Live In Malaysia’ after much consideration.

Original schedule of K-Pop Storm Live in Malaysia on Tuesday, November 6, 2012 at Sunway Lagoon Surf Beach has to be postponed due to unforeseen circumstances that cannot be resolved on time. Details of the concert will be announced by the Korean Organizer, Happy Entertainment after the internal meeting with all parties including the schedule arrangement of the artists.

Happy Entertainment is really sorry to all the audiences and fans who had supported K-Pop Storm Live In Malaysia and has bought the tickets. Happy Entertainment will be responsible for full refund. Procedures, venue, date and time of refund for the purchased tickets shall be disclosed on the Official Facebook page: www.facebook.com/kpopstorm

Once again, Korean Organizer Happy Entertainment and the team would like to apology for all the inconveniences caused by the unforseen circumstances. For more updated information, please log on to the official Facebook page:www.facebook.com/KPopStorm,

Happy Entertainment will notify the audience of any new information regarding the concert.


It was sad and disappointing tho. All Malaysian Shawols were really looking forward for this event, and I think for the other fans for the bands that will be performing, also felt disappointed. But this are not meant to be now. Hmm, just hope the rumours of SHINee coming to Malaysia next year will be true.