Fall.

I tried so hard 

not to fall for you.

But I did.

And now when I already falling 

you seems to pull yourself away.

What should I do?

Manja

I love cats.

So very much.

Indeed they are like my little siblings.

:: This Is Manja ::

This morning,

my mom called me and told me 

that Manja was hit by car, she guessed

and Manja is dead.

I feel okay

as I rarely being at home 

since last semester when she was born.

But she's a nice kitty,

so friendly,

eventhough she met me for the first time.

That's why her name is Manja.

Some people think,

pets are pets,

not more than that.

But for me,

they are my little siblings.

I've been introduced to these beautiful creatures

since I was born

and from that time 

my life is full with the memories

with my beloved cats. 

I love this 

"little sister" of mine.

And now she's gone.

And the sadness suddenly 

filling my heart.

I'm sad, but her time has come.

Thanks for being mine,

even we're together for a very short time.

#15052013#

# Sentap

Hari ni merupakan hari sentap bagi aku.
Mungkin sebab aku emosional hari ni, tu yang rasa sentap aje.

Pertama, aku sentap sebab aku kena balik awal ke UPM.
Sebab apa? Sebab benda yang aku tak suka buat.

Kedua, masa aku turun bas dekat hentian serdang,
aku nak ambil beg baju aku dekat tempat letak barang dekat bawah.
Manalah aku ingat aku letak dekat mana, lepas tu aku bukak lah satu benda macam kunci,
tunggu pakcik bas tu lambat sangat.
Bila tengok aku tak blah blah baru nak turun tolong.
Tapiiiiii, dia pergi jerit dekat aku, suruh tutup balik benda macam kunci tu.
Eh! Pekedehal pakcik weh! Ingat aku budak-budak ke nak tengking-tengking macam tu.

Tapi aku masa tu senyum je.
Nampak tak betapa sopannya aku?
Ciskek.

Tiga, aku bengang dekat seseorang ni.


p/s: I won't do that. Again.

The Lost.

I was waiting for my food when my mom called..

as usual I answer it happily,

and my mom asked me whether I have tests or not,

and happily I say no..

then my mum says,

"adik, jangan terkejut tau mak bagitau ni,"

("adik, don't be shocked with what i'm gonna tell u")

and I asked her back,

"bagitau ape?"

("tell me what?")

"Mak Long dah meninggal."

("ur auntie had passed away.")

and there's a long silent.

I'm so shocked.

I know that my Mak Long is at Mekah,

performing her Hajj.

and now?

She's gone.

I tell u, GONE.

she had left me.

And all the flashback replay in my mind.

Her cooking's, her advises for me..

all of them.

She passed away.

I just feel like I can't accept it.

Like it just kind of nightmare.

I love her.

Like my mother.

and she had left me.

I Love you, Mak Long.

U always in my heart.

Semoga rohmu ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 yg beriman,,

Al-Fatihah.

p/s: appreciate ur love one, don't wait till they gone to say u love them..