Freedom.

Breathe at last.

HAHA

i'm having a hectic life last week

and my life seems to be in chaos

and tension

plus with the lost of my auntie,*sigh

BUT

now I'm free from all the things that I hate.

Yay!

hehe I feel alive though my assignments are not complete yet

but it's okay,

at least it's from something that I love.

*flying freely, this freedom air smell so sweet ;)

The Lost.

I was waiting for my food when my mom called..

as usual I answer it happily,

and my mom asked me whether I have tests or not,

and happily I say no..

then my mum says,

"adik, jangan terkejut tau mak bagitau ni,"

("adik, don't be shocked with what i'm gonna tell u")

and I asked her back,

"bagitau ape?"

("tell me what?")

"Mak Long dah meninggal."

("ur auntie had passed away.")

and there's a long silent.

I'm so shocked.

I know that my Mak Long is at Mekah,

performing her Hajj.

and now?

She's gone.

I tell u, GONE.

she had left me.

And all the flashback replay in my mind.

Her cooking's, her advises for me..

all of them.

She passed away.

I just feel like I can't accept it.

Like it just kind of nightmare.

I love her.

Like my mother.

and she had left me.

I Love you, Mak Long.

U always in my heart.

Semoga rohmu ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 yg beriman,,

Al-Fatihah.

p/s: appreciate ur love one, don't wait till they gone to say u love them..

Say: I hate doing what I hate.

Since i was a secondary school student,

i really2 hate all the leadership and whatsoeva things

that need me to order people to make that or this,

that need me to think and arrange big things

that needs a lot of commitment.

oh 

I'm so hating this

and right now,

here,

i am doing this stuff.

What the fuuuuu~

Mom,

bring me home.

i want to go as far as I could.

I'm not ready for this.

I don't wanna be what I hate.

I don't want to manage large scope things.

It makes me feel useless.

and I HATE it.

ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!

p/s: can someone save me?

Procrastination.

it's been a while..hehe

i feel like updating my blog,

but unfortunately i don't know how 

to write my words..huhu

this week is my busiest week this semester,

(for now)

i have few assignments that supposed to be submitted

next week, and

i haven't start anything yet..=_=''

oh great, thanks to PROCRASTINATE.

and, and

my block have this annually dinner that should be managed 

by first year students, that is JASIRAL.

it stands for Jalinan Silaturrahim Lekiu..hee

and guess who's the manager??

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ME.

yup, it's me...=_=''

oh my, i really2 not experienced on leadership and management thingy...

huuuu, just can't wait for all the stuff to finish.

yay.

p/s: will I? Hope so....

New Chapter ;3

Not so brand new blog,

but

i had already deleted all my previous posts..

hehe

just feel wanna do it and 1 click..

all disappear..

so, 

this is my new life,

my new chapter 

my new brand world

full of challenges

and responsibilities

and not forgetting tonnes of assignments and presentations..

Ganbatte!

p/s: u may feel that ur life has ended but bear in mind that it's only the beginning of a whole new chapter of life ;) Life is        short, let's make it sweet ;3