*Browsing through and replaying my old playlist*
The thing about me is, I don't easily forget about people, especially the one that I loved.
Well, to make it worst, the memories that they left makes me hard to move on. I know that we have to look forward, instead of looking at our past.
*sigh*
Memories are powerful. Very. Even we broke up, or left that particular person, the memories stay with us. Bad memories are okay, but the good one will torture you again and again. You'll miss him/her/them and all the moments. But the thing is, they/she/he don't feel the same way and already moving on. Having a great new start without you. With other person.
Sometimes I get scared to create memories. We don't know what will happened in the future and basically I'm afraid of the pain of missing them. Pathetic huh? Just experience it by yourself, you'll know if it's pathetic or not.
Sometimes people think that moving is an easy thing. But it's NOT!
Monday, March 3, 2014
Saturday, March 1, 2014
I Love You!
Only Allah knows how grateful i am to have all of you in my life.
Yes you, I believed all of you knows who you are.
I may be sarcastic, egoistic, and hurting all of you with my words and actions,
saying "kau syok sendiri eh?" or accidentally calling you "bangang" or not listening to you when you're talking to me (I get easily distracted =_="), or maybe I ignored you,
But do believe that I love all of you, with all my heart.
I always think that I'm good in showing my love to people that I care (appropriately and correctly),
But I was wrong.
I am a timid person who is full with anxiety, insecurities and awkwardness and therefore I tend to do the opposite actions (especially to men).
I know I have temper and I get cranky and also I easily cry over small matters (I'm soft-hearted person),
But I'm grateful, because all of you take care of me and try hard to accept these weaknesses of mine. I do.
Without all of you, I'm not able to be me, to show the sides of my self, to be confident and free
and the most important thing, to survive this cruel world.
Well, I hope our friendship lasts, till Jannah, In Shaa Allah :D
Yes you, I believed all of you knows who you are.
I may be sarcastic, egoistic, and hurting all of you with my words and actions,
saying "kau syok sendiri eh?" or accidentally calling you "bangang" or not listening to you when you're talking to me (I get easily distracted =_="), or maybe I ignored you,
But do believe that I love all of you, with all my heart.
I always think that I'm good in showing my love to people that I care (appropriately and correctly),
But I was wrong.
I am a timid person who is full with anxiety, insecurities and awkwardness and therefore I tend to do the opposite actions (especially to men).
I know I have temper and I get cranky and also I easily cry over small matters (I'm soft-hearted person),
But I'm grateful, because all of you take care of me and try hard to accept these weaknesses of mine. I do.
Without all of you, I'm not able to be me, to show the sides of my self, to be confident and free
and the most important thing, to survive this cruel world.
Well, I hope our friendship lasts, till Jannah, In Shaa Allah :D
p/s: I love all of you to the bits!! :*
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